December 2009
2 posts
EFFFFFFFFFFF!
pretty sure that every day that goes by, is another day closer to losing what i have and needing to start over. and all because i’m a screwup. i don’t know how to fix anything anymore… seems like the hole is now just quicksand and i cant get a grasp on anything solid. i just don’t know what to do anymore but its killing me!
Dear life...
why must you be so hard to be with and impossible to be without?!?!? i would really love it if things can start looking up sometime soon! nothing that has happened has gone to plan, and has made it more difficult to feel good about the things that are going well… ugh, what do i need to do to please you? i just don’t get it!